Hello! Is there anyone who has both ICICI amazon pay credit card + Amazon prime account? I just have a purchase with good discount to make, but I neither have any of them. If you can order the same on my behalf, I'll UPI the amount to you. Thanks.
I feel so out of the line. I'm a CA aspirant. And my current skill sets are just MS excel, tally and thats all. I use basic Chatgpt while studying to clear doubts. I'm currently learning Advance excel, Power BI.
I can spare a couple of hours every day to upskill. But I don't know what and where to start with. Can someone tell me what all should I learn? The high demand skills in Finance domain.
Everywhere I see people learning about tech, AI, finance. But for me all these are just buzz words. I feel directionless and need some guidance. I have the time and resources but lack direction. I don't even know what specific to ask about because I'm at a clean state- level 0.
Guys, I'm not just asking for skills to learn, but also anything and everything under the sky to start with. Like, I want to be updated with the latest news in the Finance, tech industry. I also want to learn things, but I just don't know and lack structure.
Any suggestions please give.
(Context: here) - The entire post is just me describing the unpleasant events happened years back.
Well, the past is not sexual. But unpleasant for sure, and I do carry emotional baggage because of verbal and emotional abuse. I see a lot of comments where Men say they need a person with 0 past relationships, because that gives them baggage. Lol, I had none yet I have more baggage than someone who might have been in relationships. But the trauma is more wrt emotional, and not sexual.
In the long term, I want to go low to no contact with my maternal family. Including my sibling and their family. Are these something to be disclosed? I'm afraid these stuffs will be used against me and would be exploited even more knowing I have no one to support me.
An astrologer, 10-15 years back predicted my life span and said I might barely live only till mid 50s. I don't want to ruin anyone's life. But I'm not sure whether his prediction would come true either. I'm in a dilemma.
If I did not reveal this, I might be unjust to my own partner, and if I did I'm more likely to be rejected. What to do?
I don't have any problem revealing about any. I'm just worried what if the other person would use these against me, and would exploit me more. What if they give me poison when I'm in my mid 50s and later tell everyone, as per astro I'll anyway die in Mid of 50s?
I'm losing my mind.
Trigger warning - Verbal and emotional abuse.
I'm writing down this with a heavy heart and a lot of pain. Please give me true opinions only over false sugarcoated one just to please me. I'm a woman in Mid 20s. The incident I'm going to narrate happened 7-8 years back, but is afresh in my memory because so is the wound and pain.
7 years back, I did some mischief at home (My brother and I broke a furniture while playing cricket at home) and in a fit of anger my mom scolded and cursed me (only me). The way she said with fierce anger and at the top voice still gives me nightmares.
she cursed me "Go to hell, you will be ruined forever" (x3times). Mind you, I just loosely translated the statement. The OG statement is quite strong and intense.
And this is not the first time, I've been cursed multiple times by her with same intensity, some include "you're talking to much, you'll learn to shut up when you get abused by your husband and In-laws", "you'll never do well in life, you will be ruined" __________________________________________________________________________
For context, I'm quite religious and a little superstitious. I was fed with such ideologies which are ridiculous when seen with a logical lens, but I don't, because I grew up hearing them. You get my point, right?
And one ideology I believe is - A mother's curse is the strongest and irreversible. Mother comes even before father, and is more strongest because she is the one who gave birth. They say a mother can never hurt her kids, or curse them. Probably they have not met low-tempered women.
And I can actually see the curse coming true! My grades went 'drastically' down, health down, overall life is in all time down. I was the opposite before this incident - Was doing exceptionally well, in all fronts. My brother who was average, later on studied well, did his PhD from UK, got a well paying job, married his Gf, now bought a house in UK and a luxurious car!
I'm happy for him, but can't help but see the difference and how life turned out for us. And lowkey, I do feel its probably because of the curse.
Like, for someone who was very ambitious in life, I now struggle to even list down what even my imaginary goals are, what are in my bucket list. I genuinely don't look forward for anything apart from Death.
I stopped putting efforts, stopped caring, just go to my low paying desk job, and go to bed. I don't have any purpose or passion in life. If anyone tells me to study or take steps, I just say it is what it is and refuse. I don't dress up anymore, buy shoes, clothes, makeup nor do I have any desire for these. I'm living like an 80 year old waiting for death to embrace at just 25.
Every now and then I do search for the ill - effects of mother's curse and actually found answers which says nothing but "its irreversible". I have no words to express the pain I endure. My tears and my lonely room are the only witness.
_________________________________________________________________________
I love(d) my mother dearly. I was one kid who used to do charan-sparsh to my mom every day before going to school because I truly believed that my mom's blessing would help me pass my weekly test. I used to make birthday cards for Mom and make Wishlist of what all would I buy for her from my salary.
But now? I'm just holding my grudge and hate. I hate this woman. I did not buy her any gifts from my first salary, neither do I seek for her blessings anymore, nor do I have any heartfelt conversation. I don't even feel like helping when she is having a tough time, I just ignore and move away. We just exist. Neither once did my mom acknowledged her mistake, nor did I ask her.
The amount of pain your soul carries when there is an unresolved issue shows on your face and mine does too.
___________________________________________________________________
I have been in the AM setup for 1.5 years now and not one match comes properly for us. Everything slips down at the tail end, and again I can't help but compare this situation with that of my brother. He had it easy.
I was also told by one astrologer earlier that my life span is short. Around Mid 50s only maximum. I'm now contemplating if I should tell all these facts to the prospect I might be meeting.
I lowkey have got an idea that my life might be a tough one in every single venture, be it health, wealth, job, marriage or anything. And my estimated life span is short too.
Is that not a wrong thing to do if I did not disclose this? I don't want a poor man to suffer with me, because of me. Should I even have kids or be childfree? I'm confused because I don't want the curse to be passed on to my kid too, and afraid I would abandon them early in life by death.
______________________________________________
Serious answers only. I've phrased my post into three parts, please give me your valuable opinions.
Thankyou.
Trigger warning - Verbal and emotional abuse.
I'm writing down this with a heavy heart and a lot of pain. Please give me true opinions only over false sugarcoated one just to please me. I'm a woman in Mid 20s. The incident I'm going to narrate happened 7-8 years back, but is afresh in my memory because so is the wound and pain.
7 years back, I did some mischief at home (My brother and I broke a furniture while playing cricket at home) and in a fit of anger my mom scolded and cursed me (only me). The way she said with fierce anger and at the top voice still gives me nightmares.
she cursed me "Go to hell, you will be ruined forever" (x3times). Mind you, I just loosely translated the statement. The OG statement is quite strong and intense.
And this is not the first time, I've been cursed multiple times by her with same intensity, some include "you're talking to much, you'll learn to shut up when you get abused by your husband and In-laws", "you'll never do well in life, you will be ruined" __________________________________________________________________________
For context, I'm quite religious and a little superstitious. I was fed with such ideologies which are ridiculous when seen with a logical lens, but I don't, because I grew up hearing them. You get my point, right?
And one ideology I believe is - A mother's curse is the strongest and irreversible. Mother comes even before father, and is more strongest because she is the one who gave birth. They say a mother can never hurt her kids, or curse them. Probably they have not met low-tempered women.
And I can actually see the curse coming true! My grades went 'drastically' down, health down, overall life is in all time down. I was the opposite before this incident - Was doing exceptionally well, in all fronts. My brother who was average, later on studied well, did his PhD from UK, got a well paying job, married his Gf, now bought a house in UK and a luxurious car!
I'm happy for him, but can't help but see the difference and how life turned out for us. And lowkey, I do feel its probably because of the curse.
Like, for someone who was very ambitious in life, I now struggle to even list down what even my imaginary goals are, what are in my bucket list. I genuinely don't look forward for anything apart from Death.
I stopped putting efforts, stopped caring, just go to my low paying desk job, and go to bed. I don't have any purpose or passion in life. If anyone tells me to study or take steps, I just say it is what it is and refuse. I don't dress up anymore, buy shoes, clothes, makeup nor do I have any desire for these. I'm living like an 80 year old waiting for death to embrace at just 25.
Every now and then I do search for the ill - effects of mother's curse and actually found answers which says nothing but "its irreversible". I have no words to express the pain I endure. My tears and my lonely room are the only witness.
_________________________________________________________________________
I love(d) my mother dearly. I was one kid who used to do charan-sparsh to my mom every day before going to school because I truly believed that my mom's blessing would help me pass my weekly test. I used to make birthday cards for Mom and make Wishlist of what all would I buy for her from my salary.
But now? I'm just holding my grudge and hate. I hate this woman. I did not buy her any gifts from my first salary, neither do I seek for her blessings anymore, nor do I have any heartfelt conversation. I don't even feel like helping when she is having a tough time, I just ignore and move away. We just exist. Neither once did my mom acknowledged her mistake, nor did I ask her.
The amount of pain your soul carries when there is an unresolved issue shows on your face and mine does too.
___________________________________________________________________
I have been in the AM setup for 1.5 years now and not one match comes properly for us. Everything slips down at the tail end, and again I can't help but compare this situation with that of my brother. He had it easy.
I was also told by one astrologer earlier that my life span is short. Around Mid 50s only maximum. I'm now contemplating if I should tell all these facts to the prospect I might be meeting.
I lowkey have got an idea that my life might be a tough one in every single venture, be it health, wealth, job, marriage or anything. And my estimated life span is short too.
Is that not a wrong thing to do if I did not disclose this? I don't want a poor man to suffer with me, because of me. Should I even have kids or be childfree? I'm confused because I don't want the curse to be passed on to my kid too, and afraid I would abandon them early in life by death.
______________________________________________
Serious answers only. I've phrased my post into three parts, please give me your valuable opinions.
Thankyou.