u/Cautious-Fail-4784

He’s the best guy ever I’ve literally never met someone like him he would do anything to keep me happy but I thought I had started to lose feelings. Then I was having a reality checks about my friendships and I completely distanced from them during that period and the only one there to hype me up was my boyfriend. I felt guilty so I ended it mind u I was thinking about this since maybe 2 weeks. I’ve basically been pretty lonely since then even though ppl r around and it’s been 2 weeks since the breakup and I feel I took an impulsive decision. I love him but I can’t tell him. I’m sure his family doesn’t like me either. Our relationship was always so good everyone was shocked when I made the decision and now I j can’t help but feel miserable. Self sabotaged all the way.