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Craving
I've been sober for five months and I've been feeling great but today I have had INTENSE cravings. I haven't had cravings for the past five months!! I don't know where these came from. I've been doing really great lately, maybe because I've been sober for five months. I don't want to start smoking nightly again like I used to but this is my last week of school, summer is about to start and I just want one dance with Mary Jane. I don't want it to spiral into something I can't control and I feel confident that it wouldn't. If anything, I'd probably just get anxious af and then never touch the thing for another five months.
u/Cautious-Duck-8891 — 3 days ago