u/CattyLux

hello everyone!

i posted on here yesterday and talked about getting my MA from a supplier who my closest friend knows since the pills worked on her cousin.

just a recap, i was close to 4 weeks and maybe a few days when i found out i was pregnant. my now ex partner and i had such heated discussions leading up to the MA. i was basically “convinced” to do so and now i’m living with deep regret and depression and i feel so alone feeling like this.

i’m pretty sure i passed the pregnancy since a jelly-like sac came out of me and i have been bleeding. i had take a total of 6 Miso pills. 2 of which were inserted vaginally and the other 4, orally. i also took 6 Mife and all of tablets were taken orally. the supplier told me that each pill was 200mcg which is a total of 1,200mcg for 6 pills of each medication.

i also had a scan and the OBGYN who i went to, wasn’t even sure what to diagnose me since there seems to be a “collapsed sac” show and she later on decided to place RPOC under the impression.

right now, i am worried, it has been a while and my bleeding flow has lessened but, my boobs still feel a bit sore and i have been vomiting.

i’m in my early 20’s, i just got a new job that doesn’t pay me that much and i feel so depressed, tired and panicked.

any advice, tips or shared stories of similar experiences would mean a lot! thank you!

Hello. Yes, MA is illegal where I’m from. My now ex partner gave me pills even though we went back and forth about this for a while and this was honestly one of the worst experiences I’ve ever gone through since he gave me an ultimatum. I’m in my early 20’s. I was about 5 weeks pregnant.

I had followed the procedure for the pills but I hadn’t bled out until 2 days after and that’s when this jelly-like sac came out of me. The size of a golf ball, I’d say.

I panicked right after and had scheduled a scan the following day with a local OBGYN and she isn’t too confident with her diagnosis despite showing her the pic of the jelly-like sac. I also asked a doctor friend and she said it looks like a collapsed sac and to wait for a few more weeks to verify. I am also still bleeding, normally, I’d say. Not much clots. I also still feel pregnant.

I just wanted to know if anyone here has/had a similar scan like mine. Could this just be RPOC?