u/Casslayy

Hey I’ve always wanted to do some douyin makeup because I really like cute makeup styles but I literally can’t ! Like I always try so hard and I never succeeded at doing the aegyo-sal correctly. I’ve tried everything; bronzer, eye shadow… do you have any advice or any product I should use ? Any video I should watch ? I’m willing to put a picture here to show my eye area so you guys understand but I can’t.

Hello ! I’m sorry for the bad English, it’s not my first language.

I’m 19, I’ve been in a relationship with my bf who’s turning 21 for a year. When we started dating the honeymoon stage was just amazing, he was rarely moody, very generous and kind. He is now very moody but still as kind and generous as before so his personality didn’t change much. There has always been one thing about him I didn’t understand much was his insecurities.

My boyfriend is so insecure. He does a lot of sport and he goes to university so he can become a professional coach. He has such an athletic body but he used to be overweight and he thought he was still fat for a very long time. And to be honest when I first met him he was my dream guy physically and mentally.

The thing is that he always wanted to go on testosterone and to take other peptides even though I told him I didn’t want to. He told me about all his insecurities and assure me he knew what he was doing as he was studying this. So I basically agreed to be his emotional support in all of this. The only thing I told him I didn’t want was him selling it and I didn’t want him to take other things than testosterone (apart from what could have helped him during his cure ofc)

Guess what, I found plenty of messages from him on TikTok, he actually sells his shit. When he orders his stuff he orders way more so he can sell it. I had a discussion with him and he told me he would only do that once but now he’s been doing it for a month and he’s not stopping.

He’s ordering more and more stuff for himself too… he has lost over 15kg in 3 weeks and he’s always so bored and negative. I don’t recognise him anymore and I’m so scared to lose him from these stupid substances. I love him so much I don’t wanna lose him but I do not know how to solve this… I tried to talk to him today about how much he had changed and that when I met him he really was my type. And he told me that he would bulk but that he didn’t want more than 5% body fat wtf…

I don’t know what to do please help me.