u/Caseioqi

I have so much thing to do my bmi is 16.7 which I'm skinny af and I can't seem to gain weight after that I need to learn how to be assertive, express my sexual desire and learn how to flirt, also these thing learned by interacting with people which means more pain more failure(which I'm okay with) but after all of this there is a chance that doing these things will not guarantee finding a partner which is crazy to me. I'm trying to gain weight for 4 years and still stuck in the same weight, seems like my body resist me gaining weight. Idk maybe I dont want to improve these things? Maybe I'm being pushed to improve these things due to pressure finding partner?