This is mostly a vent
My dad has ALS. He was diagnosed in 2024. My brother and i
, with the help of a lot of friends and family, have been taking care of him at home. Hes completely paralyzed. He cant lift or hold his head up. The past couple of weeks he was having a lot of pain in his stomach. It took a lot of time and morphine to get his pain under control. He hasn't eaten anything since Monday and it was very little. He hasn't drank anything since Wednesday. He was unresponsive by the end of the day. We are going on day 3 of giving morphine every 3 hours. Its too much. my family is very religious and I keep hearing about Jesus waiting for him and we dont know why but theres a plan, a reason, you have to just give it to god and trust him. All the stuff. Im supposed to find comfort from god who gave my dad ALS bc he needed him "home"?! We are just sitting here waiting for my dad to die. Its the most horrible thing to watch. And somehow I'm supposed to praise him?