I crave connection, but i gate keep it
I crave a deep connection with someone. But I am paradoxically picky. Maybe it is my hubris. My ego is kind of big, but it is lonely. Maybe it's cringy to say, but I find myself emotionally and intellectually curious, and don't want to get attached unless the other person is the same way. What is worse is that I yearn for something romantic, but I gate keep that too. I yearn for the right one.