u/Cariadsdad

Anyone else love it when it's raining, dull, damp or overcast? I've also felt more comfortable when the weather is like this. I've told myself that this is because it puts everyone a level footing: suddenly I know what most people are thinking/feeling, "uhh it's horrible and raining/overcast/dull/damp". I don't necessarily agree with them that it's horrible but it's like: a) their attention is no longer on any allegedly odd behaviour's or language that I use and b) I don't have to struggle wondering what people are thinking or want to talk about.

Hellooooo! Sometimes, like now, I just feel like I'm broken. I have so many things I want to do to progress in life and career and I can make amazing plans ... but then never see anything through. Days like today are the worst. I've had a full long weekend of trying to figure out a way through my quagmire of inability to make sticky decisions and the associated guilt with the paralysis of not doing any work today and the associated guilt topped off with the sense of impending doom of the return of a 2 year old and an autistic 8 year old. Sometimes it's just too much. Anyone else similar?