Fully aware I haven't read as much as other people on this subreddit may have but I only started getting back into reading in 2025 and I've read other books other than Stephen King in that time as well (I'm a slow reader haha)
Just the other day we were on a date, in her room, playing mario kart, we made out on her bed, it was the best I've ever felt in my entire life. I went to the toilet, and when I came back she broke up with me.
She still has feelings for me, she's just not ready for a relationship since she just broke up with someone in January. So yesterday was the worst day of my life, i had a complete mental breakdown and I'm home for the weekend.
Does it get better? Do these feelings go away? I feel like my life is falling apart. And yet there's a part of me that still wants to try with her, it's incredibly selfish and i hate myself so much for wanting to still be with her. I'm going no contact with her until I go back but I'm not sure what to do from there.
I just feel so lonely right now. I've been in two wlw relationships since realising and they've been so beautiful yet so traumatic when they've ended.
So please, does it get better?