I have no friends at my new school. everyday I just sit alone in every single class. I hate myself. Every single day I don’t talk to a single soul. I make up stories and fake friends up to my mom to make her happy. All day in class i think about her. She was the best thing that happened to me. She’s the most beautiful and funny girl I’ve ever met. Every single day I think about her. Every second of every day. We never even dated but she treated me better than anyone ever did in my entire life. She made me feel special. She made me feel loved. I should’ve asked her out when I had the chance, when we were actually talking talking. We started talking about 2 years ago. In December 2024 she started dating my cousin. It was the worst pain ive ever felt. The pain of having to see her at family reunions laughing, talking and kissing my own cousin. I haven’t spoke to her since August 11th 2025. The thing that I think about the most is that she probably looks back at me, if she even looks back at me at all, as just a talking stage. She was so much more than a talking stage to me. I love her so much. I can’t stop thinking about her. She looks so happy in pictures. She was the most magical girl ever. Her laugh was the cutest thing ever, we’d play Minecraft together, whenever she’d go to the store she’d show me what she bought, we’d fall asleep on call, she tried to help me be more social, she never judged me, she understood me the way no one will ever understand me again. I can’t put into words how beautiful and amazing she is. She met my sister. She was the best balance of comforting and sweet when I was feeling down and joking and teasing when we were laughing and just talking. She’s the best person I’ve ever met. I couldnt believe a girl as nice and beautiful as her would even look at me. She was the most genuine person I met. That was the happiest period of my life.
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I have no friends at my new school. everyday I just sit alone in every single class. Every single day I don’t talk to a single soul. I make up stories and fake friends up to my mom to make her happy. All day in class i think about her. She was the best thing that happened to me. She’s the most beautiful and funny girl I’ve ever met. Every single day I think about her. Every second of every day. We never even dated but she treated me better than anyone ever did in my entire life. She made me feel special. She made me feel loved. I should’ve asked her out when I had the chance, when we were actually talking talking. We started talking about 2 years ago. In December 2024 she started dating my cousin. It was the worst pain ive ever felt. The pain of having to see her at family reunions laughing, talking and kissing my own cousin. I haven’t spoke to her since August 11th 2025. The thing that I think about the most is that she probably looks back at me, if she even looks back at me at all, as just a talking stage. She was so much more than a talking stage to me. I love her so much. I can’t stop thinking about her. She looks so happy in pictures.