(throwaway account) hello! i (18ftm) tried masturbating for the first time last night. i’ve never really wanted to before due to my gender dysphoria about my genitals but i’m about to start an ssri so i thought i might as well try while i can lol
after a little while my body started feeling kinda buzzy, and then my ears started ringing and my vision flickered for a split second so i panicked and stopped. not sure i made it to the o but i couldn’t get turned on again after that. i felt perfectly fine immediately after stopping and i feel fine almost 24 hours later but i’m worried if this is abnormal and dangerous if it happens again if i ever tried again, or especially if it happened having sex with my girlfriend.
i can’t really speak to a doctor about it right now since my parents don’t believe in any of that kinda stuff, but i could bring it up at my appointment in a couple months if it’s something not normal?
just wondering if this happens to anyone else or if something might be seriously wrong. thank you!