Ive gone weeks with the silence, never knowing if you will ever return.
The long silent nights, the coldness in my bed.
The longing of wanting to know if I will ever be able to hold you, be the same safety you have been for me.
Never being able to confront the feelings that you have ripped out of me.
For me you were safety, you were warmth. Everything I needed, and wanted.
You saw me in a way no one did. And now you're gone.
In the silence, I weep. In the silence, I feel as though my heart is shattered.
The silence is so loud, I may never be able to hear again.
If I could just get a moment to be honest with you, I would tell you everything, even if it meant I would shatter into a thousand pieces because you dont believe you are worthy. I would tell you even while I'm falling apart that you are worthy. You are worthy of love, you are worthy of kindness, YOU ARE WORTHY! Everyone is perfectly imperfect.
Yours Truly,
Veiled Quill