u/CardiologistFar2221

As for pretending to enjoy penetration but simotaneously enjoys masturbation... I think I may be one of those aces. I currently have a husband who is unaware of my identity because quite frankly, I'm still figuring it out myself. I'm also autistic. Finding what feels good and pleasurable for me is important. Because half the time I feel like I'm only doing something because he enjoys it... Including oral and penetrative sex. I rarely experience sexual attraction, and on an online test from a website called "embrace autism" there was an asexuality scale. I took it and I scored a 39. (The threshold is a 40 or above.) Is this normal?