I just don’t care anymore. I try and I try and I fucking try! Nothing ever changes, I’ve reached a point where I can’t even cry anymore. I honestly don’t even want to be alive anymore. I’m just beyond over everything and everyone. I’m ready for this life to be over. I’ve been pushed too far this time. I don’t care what happens anymore. I give up
Honestly don’t even know why I try anymore. It’s all just a waste of fucking time. People act like they care but they really don’t give a fuck at all. Tired of fake people, tired of lies, tired of bullshit. So much for “caring” or “always being there” yeah right, what a joke. Done with everything and everyone.
Things are amazing and then back to this weird awkward bullshit.. I think I’m just done. I can’t keep doing this anymore. I’m just so sick of this feeling. I really can’t do it anymore.