He broke up with me
He (M39) broke up with me (F34) last night. He said after therapy that he realised the reason he had been struggling to work on himself and put in the effort to heal was because he didn’t want to be in the relationship anymore and he just wanted to be alone. I have never seen a more anxious, broken, devastated man as I saw in him last night. He doesn’t have a malicious bone in his body and I knew he was shattered. I could hear him hyperventilating and distraught at the idea of hurting me. I grabbed whatever I could and I just left. Not telling him where I was going despite him wanting to know. I haven’t spoken to him since. My whole life has changed and shattered into a million pieces. Just yesterday we were talking about buying a house together and booking appointments to view homes. Now I’m alone and the man I dreamed of marrying is gone.