Finally!
Me and my bf recently ended up having a long distance after living together for a year. I thought that was the end at first cause he didnt want to bring me. (His parents found him a cool college for him to go to.) But after he left and was in his new apartment, he hated it. Called me and I was busy unpacking so his mom came by and ask me to please call him. I thought he was hurt or something but no. He was having a panic attack and the realization of him being alone in a new town and everything actually terrified him. After an hour argument, I gave in and settled with a long distance. Which I was a bit worried, but he proved to me I shouldn't be worried. It was weird for me at first cause living together, I would try to talk to him or want to be affectionate but he was in 100%. But now he calls, wants to play games together, we even watch anime or movies together everyday ❤️. This went on for 5 months now and we maybe see each once a month. And each visit he gets clingy ☺️. This last visit he was like a dog with separation issues and didnt want me to leave and was teasing that I was abandoning him🙄. So about him he isnt a person that shows much emotion and I worked with him on it since the beginning. What surprised me this visit was he actually showed concern when I brought up him following a girl. He actually sat down and talked it out with me! Even agreed to block her and showed it. After he left(I just wanted to make sure), he still had he blocked 😅. And now, something I've always wanted in a relationship, he sent a picture of him make a character making it look like me! I was so happy but knew I cant brag about it to friends or family cause honestly they are the types to make me overthink and turn it negative. Like "nah he is cheating" or "god why is he in your business". So i wanted to come on here and express how happy I am with him and everything that he does to prove he loves me is enough for me and he knows im not going anywhere. Im tired of people telling me not to be too happy or ill look stupid. We are fine like this and I cant wait to move back in together again.
(And about the college thing, its community College and he is going there to learn about ac units and their is only men there).