I've tried every which, what and way possible to stop. Lot's of rehabs, various programs, if there's a group with scientific merit; I've tried it. It all just feels like I'm trying to trick myself. I just like it. It's about to take my liver which will take me. I just can't stand how fucking stupid everyone is and this makes it bearable.
u/Candid_Possible_3971 — 16 days ago