TRIGGER WARNING: I failed big time. How to continue life?
Problem/Goal: Millions in Debt
Context: Everything is just so heavy right now.
To be honest I am on the v3rge of 3nding 3verything tonight.
I am on my 40s and I failed big time in a business.
I am now in large debt and I’ve been trying my best to fix everything but nothing has worked out. I worked triple. Everyday my mind is thinking and doing ways I know I can. I even tried to sell ebooks but nothing worked out. Nothing.
I know I had wrong decisions and I totally admit that. I failed a lot of people and I broke a lot of trust of friends and families. Everyday that I think of it, it’s like a nightmare.
I trust God yes. I totally trust Him. I am just really tired. I am a disappointment to everyone, to my family and to God. I am very sorry to God that I’ve disappointed Him bigtime.
I just really want to let it out here. And ask for prayers. I do not know what will happ3n tonight. But all I know is I am still praying and hoping for a miracle. I am just really hoping that while I am asking for prayers, please do not judge me. I did not want to fail my business and people around me be affected.
To those who are trying to put up a business. I pray for your success. Sana hnd kayo matulad sken.
Sorry God. Sorry.
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