18f,I’m writing this from my room where I will probably live forever now lol
My boyfriend came over today while my parents were home and I told myself we’d just hang out normally, like be chill be responsible etc
yeah that lasted maybe 20 mins
we were just talking and then not really talking and then yeah… things escalated a bit and right when my brain stopped working my mom just opened the door
no knock no warning just straight up walked in
I swear time actually froze for a second
we both just… stopped like actually froze
my boyfriend slowly moved away like that was gonna fix anything and I was just sitting there thinking yeah my life is over
and my mom just stood there looking at both of us and then goes
“should I come back later or…?”
I think my soul left my body at that point
my boyfriend goes “I should go” and disappeared in like 2 seconds I’ve never seen someone leave that fast in my life 😭
then came the lecture but the worst part is she wasn’t even shouting just calm disappointment which is somehow 10x worse
a lot of “I trusted you” and “this is not appropriate” and “what exactly was happening here”
like… I’m sorry but what do you think was happening 😭
now the whole house is quiet but in a really weird way and she’s being extra normal which is honestly scary
I don’t even know how I’m supposed to face her tomorrow
also can we please normalize knocking like PLEASE
anyway has this happened to anyone else or am I alone in this suffering how do you even recover from this or do I just move countries at this point