Why do I push certain people away for no reason?
I have periods of my life in which I suddenly get annoyed at a specific friend for no reason, even if I’m close with that friend. When I do, I literally get annoyed at ANYTHING they do (no matter how minor it is) and also tend to withdraw from them. Recently, I’ve been going through a lot of academic stress and for some reason had this happen to my best friend. Everytime she did something, I got annoyed at it and became cold. I was being an absolute horrible friend to her and I knew it, but every time she tried to talk to me I’d just get really annoyed and withdraw (and it was always specifically her and not other people). I’d get annoyed at her voice, how she looked, literally anything about her. I found it strange because in general, people tell me I’m a really nice person and I also hate it when other kids do that. She never even did anything to me. Why does this happen to me?