i feel shitty af
so for context im about to be a final year student. ofc im also one of the sheeps in cse,it depts. idk what to do at all. got good cgpa aana no skills. i try to build but i feel like i m not mentally fit for coding. ik if i sit nd start studying i can study but im procrastinating. if anyone's got clues on where i should start prepping for placements or anyone up to guide me kindly dm. couple of my friends stopped talking to me for their own reasons. i got some more still i miss losing one of my bestfriends. we dated and it didnt work out. i moved on and now im dating someone new nd he's mad at me. ofc i get it aana he isnt taking accountability nor trying to listen to what im saying. academic side im good enough aana rn i should be doing a project but i feel stuck. idk what to do at all. ai vechu panraduke i feel like i m procrastinating and lazy. im not even sure the title i took fits my work standards. im trying to do better but i fail everytime and i feel like giving up for once nd all nd kms. sometimes i feel like a phoenix rising from ashes and again i go back to ashes. im insecure af too about my body and my acne and skin. my bf loves me and reassures me still internally i feel like im doing shit and he deserves better. i hope this feeling goes away and if someone relates to this i hope u get the strength to come out of it and be better!