u/CampAccomplished3362

This summer my parents are going to make me go to the beach and go swimming with my aunt. I used to mainly weak two pieces, and my parents wouldn’t let me buy swim shorts/swim trunks. it genuinley makes me feel so sick to my stomach, i hate when people stare at me and give me pity. i just don’t know what to do.. do you think they’re that noticeable/bad? i’ve been clean for 4 months and been trying really really hard. Sorry if this is hard to read, i’m trying not to spiral.