i feel like im behind in life
i turned 20 last month and ever since then the fact that i've done nothing worth mentioning with my life has been hitting me.
i feel like im not living just surviving and watching days pass by.
im still dependent on my parents financially.
i never had a relationship lol i REALLY wanted to have a teenage love.
i have 0 social skills left in me. not the kind of person people would look in the public and talk too i always come off as very closed and reserved.
i don't have any good friends because im scared of people getting too close to me and then leaving.
im basically scared of everything and i just like being around things and people that are familiar.
i wanna get out of this. i wanna make new connections. i wanna make new friends. meet good people. get out of my head and do something for myself and my family. maybe fall in love with someone too.