u/Calm_Accident_7880

Now that im soon 22 I realized my fear came true. I wasted my entire youth on suffering.

I know why I’ve been suffering. It has nothing to do with my life circumstances.

it’s from the loneliness. I never had a positive relationship with a family member let alone a friend or more.

I have real measurable problems that make me believe I’m incapable of regular human interaction. it doesn’t matter what I believe anyway as nobody wants anything to do with me.

Depression overwhelms me 24/7. So so lost and lonely, and I’ve no idea what to do anymore, as nothing works.