u/CalmIndication4861

One thing I remind myself is that it won’t feel magical or you really won’t feel that it worked honestly some might not even know until days after for example my body has been looking more skinnier but still good looking even tho I eat a normal amount sometimes little more like today I had a big lunch but I still look skinny I didn’t even remember that was a desire I had until just now.

I think that’s where then the consent checking comes in it’s because we expect a huge feeling and see it change in real time which we do see it but we just don’t actually see it and by that I mean you look at yourself and you see the change of yourself over the days you don’t think nothing of it and then you might like me realize „Oh wow it worked“ or it might click instantly and you notice the first day.

We think to ourselves that it’s magic or it’s something greater and we must unlock it when we are so called „greater power“ there isn’t anything to unlock it’s not gonna magic and you most likely go on and get it and not even noticed until later.

In the start of a new story in evil dead they always get infected by this way 1st person(usually a girl) gets penetrated by something (so far it’s been trees and wires) then they stab someone which then infects them then Eventually someone get‘s thrown up on and That’s how they get infected in Evil Dead 1 Cheryl Got The tree Evil Dead 2013 Mia Got Like a bush and Then in rise Ellie got the Elevator wires.

Idk why every First possession is Started by That It follows that pattern and only in like an origin so only in the First Evil Dead and Then The 2013 Movie and Then rise and I Most likely bet Burn will also do it

I‘m watching all the evil dead movies from evil dead 1981-evil dead rise 2023 what book does all movies have? Like evil dead to army of darkness is that the first book? And then does evil dead 2013 have the second and then rise has the 3rd?

I came to the realization that you should view yourself as something you wanna be and what I mean by that is let’s say you want to be a celebrity so how would you react to meeting a celebrity or knowing a celebrity? Some will worship the celebrity some will get really excited about meeting them some will view them as better then the typical person so why don’t you worship yourself like a celebrity? Or feel that people get excited about you like one?

You want to be an partner of someone? Love Yourself as said partner marry yourself not physically but internally EIYPO do if you treat yourself as said thing then people will start treating you as said thing the only really limit to what you can be is you and how you view yourself don’t put your person of interest higher than you because there is only you.

I hear ppl say that he hated that Nirvana was labeled grunge and I honestly agree it isn’t grunge it’s punk rock Kurt loved punk rock and that is what Nirvana is they speak out against racism,sexism,SA and so on and they go against what the world at the time was which was trying to keep ahold of respect for the white man while keeping women and people of color still beneath them.

In I think his letter before he died he wrote how he hated the band and Courtney says Kurt hated Dave and I think he hated nirvana not Dave himself but because people ignored the messages of his songs and that’s why „rape me“ is directly on the nose in an interview he hated that he had to be direct and said people still argued over the message of said song.

He was for LGBTQ+ rights and freedom from our oppressive government and people labeled it as a emotional dude who wrote about his feelings which some were about him but he made punk rock music and that’s what it should be recognized for being.

I used to be such a bad student I never was good at reading or math or any subject eventually I just assume I was smart and I could past test without studying which sorta came true I still assume that I was bad at math as well (I still do) but as of today I don't go to school anymore and yet I know how to spell better then I ever could.

I also can read without glasses though recently I have maybe assume another reading disability since I show signs of it but it's not really effecting me the last test I have taken I never studied for and got a passing grade it was 3 test that I didn't study for I also was very lazy and slept during classes and didn't do work or homework so not even knowledge from a lesson helped me I just some how knew all my answers (though got a few wrong but I wasn't aiming for 100% score just passing and a high score) and I'm just understanding complex stuff more easy which was Impossible for me a few years ago (3).

for what teachers said about me it went from "he is a failing student" to "he is very smart just doesn't do anything" I used the "I Am smart" affirmation before I found Neville I still am finding out my old success stories but I'm hoping to tell more soon.

Happy studying the law ❤️

(P.S. I was typing fast I meant to type intelligence)

Kurt Cobain he had a trouble childhood with parents divorcing and his dad sculling him for his attention disorder and then high school life wasn’t good for him which he dropped out and got kicked out he had nothing really for him.

But one thing he loved was punk rock and he wanted to be a musician he pretended as a kid to play the guitar, teenage years he had gotten his first guitar but only took a day of lessons which was how to hold it but no matter what he was a musician in his eyes and then everything fell in place for him he naturally could do one of the hardest cords (the bar cord) on the guitar,arrived into the scene where grudge started to take place and his second ever album (Nevermind) made charts all over the world.

No money,no knowledge of the guitar and even for vocals his screams will destroy your vocal cords but Kurt Cobain embodied the belief he was a rockstar even with a severe herion addiction all odds were against him but he kept pushing his assumption of himself did he know though? Most likely not from what I know of him he wasn’t much religious or spiritual but he still unconsciously did it and is currently still doing it even after death.

If despite everything Kurt has gone through and still made his desire to make music come true then you can too despite your current circumstances.