u/Calm-Magazine-3157

▲ 3 r/AnorexiaRecovery+1 crossposts

playing sports (tw)

hi all, i recently started recovery (mostly in terms of weight gain, i’m in an fbt program and that’s kind of all it seems to be focused on) but im discharging from said program soon. summer is coming up and i rly want to make my hs volleyball team, as well as participate in my summer swim team(not for ana behavior, i just love my sports). i looked for post about this, but i couldn’t find any that were recent or quite similar enough. ik i will not be able to participate in the swim team to the full extent but i am just wondering if these physical activity’s will make my body go back into that fatigue-y starvation mode and hold onto body fat? especially cause im feeling a lot of discomfort with my body image, greatly from the weight distribution and overshoot and i feel like weight redistribution can’t come soon enough. if anyone has any advice/ experience with this i would really appreciate it.

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u/Calm-Magazine-3157 — 1 day ago

trying to outsmart the system

first post kinda nervy sorry if i don’t put the right category or triggers or something:( . im in a php fbt program for ana. lately i have been trying to “outsmart” my meal plan. for example if they give me a snack that is xxx calories and i know that the portion of ensure they will poor me is less i will refuse my snack. does anyone have tips for this i just feel so bad eating it knowing i could be under mp.

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u/Calm-Magazine-3157 — 4 days ago