banana apple bread, vita coco, dunkin mango energy drink
I have been with my ex boyfriend for 4.5 years. we are both 22, so this relationship has taken up basically a whole quarter of our lives. we live together and have two cats.
we broke up earlier this week over a breach of boundaries but it was a long time coming. i can’t move out yet because i have finals this week, graduate with my bachelors next week (hooray!) and then a japan trip. we are still going on the trip together because it is non refundable, and it is just us. i do have a new living situation set up and i will be slowly moving in before our trip, but with packing and my graduation i cannot move completely until all these major events are over.
i guess i wanted to write it all out because it is not hitting me atm due to how busy i am. how do you get over someone who you thought was endgame? we are not even mad at eachother, just sort of sad that it is actually over. on one hand i am glad i can be single again and meet new people and move around for my masters program, but on the other, i am going to miss my best friend :((. he was my first boyfriend so i am not sure how i am supposed to feel really.