For a while now I’ve hated very many people in my life. I’m fairly young, being a teenager, and I can’t help but hate everyone in my life. I hate my friends, my little sister, family friends and more. I hate them because they feel so much more superior. I feel mocked when I’m around them because I can’t be as good as they are, even if they haven’t done anything wrong. I’m envious that life seems to go naturally for them and I hate it I know I’m envious, and I hate the fact that I am, but I can’t help it because I feel alone. I feel like everyone else is so much more better than me and that I’m worth less, and I hate them for it, even if it’s not their fault. I hate the feeling. I feel like such a bad person because they didn’t do anything wrong to me and they’re still my friends, and I feel like a bad guy. I want to be better than anything than anyone because then I could fit in, but I can’t do that, and the things I’m better at, no one cares about.
I guess I’m just asking if anyone else can relate to this and tell me how to get rid of this feeling.