u/CalliopeofCastanet

I'm level 49 in Lifeweaver and really like how he plays.

Unfortunately I'm really not good at any other characters yet, and every time I try a new one I get flamed/harassed for not performing well. I play quick play too :\ And I've tried the AI battles and they really aren't the same.

I'm thinking maybe if I find some similar characters to learn it'll help me slowly branch out?

Who are some other characters to play as that are similar to how he works? I'm interested in damage and support specifically, not sure if I can handle the pressure of being tank yet.

I’m 27 today. It’s strange, ten years ago I never thought I’d make it to be 27. I always thought I’d die in an accident or something. I guess that’s common for people like us.

The last three birthdays I had were with an abusive ex with NPD. The four birthdays before that I lived with my friends. And before that, all of my birthdays were with my family.

I went from being yelled at for expecting love from my parents (“ugh she’s crying, go get her a damn cake”), to all of my friends making my birthday special, to my birthday being the day my narcissistic ex would be nice and let me pick what we did all day.

As horrible as that relationship was, I used to wake up and he would take me out to eat for all three meals, watch a musical with me (he hated them), let me sing in the car without yelling at me, etc….

Today is my first birthday alone and I’m really sad. I woke up expecting texts from people but had none, and so far I’ve received three since waking up. One from a friend, and two from my abusive parents. From them, it feels disingenuous.

I don’t know what to do with the day. My parents offered to take me out to eat but they always fight and complain about waiters and it’s miserable. I don’t want to go back to spending a birthday with them. I guess I’ll stay home and play video games. It should be like any other day where I’m happy to be home but it isn’t. Idk.