I just don't find him attractive at all.
So i met this guy on hinge last year, we talked and from his profile he seemed average looking, like a solid 6.5/10 in my opinion. He also had a motorbike which is a big plus for me. So we added each other on snap and kept talking.
When we started talking, we clicked big time. He's sweet and kind. After a lotttt of scheduling struggles and about 230 days on talking on snap later, we finally managed to plan a date.
The date went fine and he's still just as sweet and he likes to make jokes.
The issue is that I don't really find him attractive. On pictures or snap posts, he looks like just another average joke but that date was the first time i'd seem him irl and I just did not feel attracted to him at all. Je doesnt look different in the way where filters or makeup or anything makes you look different. Its moreso the way his face moves and looks are various angles just makes him look way more unappealing to me.
What makes it even harder is that he's got a lot of baggage that deals with rejection. I've got my own baggage with bullying, isolation and abandonment. I really dont want to hurt his feelings at all.
I don't see myself ever being physically attracted to him whatsoever.
I'm jealous that all my friends have had boyfriends or girlfriends gallore and i've never even been kissed.
I don't know how to handle this realization or whether or not i'll try anyway or to just quietly look for someone else, or to just reject him.