u/CODE_ZERO_FIVE

I just don't want it anymore. I can't even picture myself being in love with someone anymore cuz it only brings me so much pain. It's just hurts so bad that I have to let go of that part of me though I don't want to be stuck in a loop of depression cause of some goddamn beautiful girl that I've been longing for just for me to be clowned again and again. Stuck in chasing someone that is clearly impossible to catch

I've spent nearly 2 hours besieging an Armenian citadel just for me to ran out of trebuchet ammos for the second gate. An then I just quit