u/CD-Alisa

In my teenage experience I recognised that I am turning on by dressing up girl stuff do makeups etc. I fought with that desire a lot and I at some point I was pretty sure that I won.

Now I am married man but longer it continues more I understand that I want back my “woman” experience in any form (hope that doesn’t sound offensive). And now I feel that I am always in dreams about that and can’t concentrate on real life properly. And cause I fought with that whole life I just think that I made a lot of wrong decisions

So I don’t know what to do and how to fix it