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My latest and newest low…my qualifier called me a c u next Tuesday in front of a large crowd of friends and others tonight. I wasn’t embarrassed or ashamed to be called that. I am ashamed and embarrassed to be married to someone who was so drunk and high they thought this was ok or funny. Now I’m at home on the couch while they are in the bed I paid for. They don’t even know, probably won’t even remember. WTF is wrong me with. My dad is rolling over in his grave that I’m putting up with this shit. I’m sad…I don’t think I’ll ever know what it is to be loved by someone who actually likes me or respects me. I’ve wasted so much of my life.