u/ButterscotchCheap448

I haven't stopped enjoying the kink itself, I still absolutely adore serving hot girls to my own detriment. But after a few years of doing this, it's just become the same pattern, the same conversations, the same ending. We text for a few days, take it slow at first, then she quickly realizes how easy I am to push, does so. Then the conversation just dies, there's no more interest on both ends, and it becomes purely about the money and sometimes not even that, sometimes I get ghosted lol despite wanting to keep sending. This is just a rant, I guess I'm saying I'm bored of texting, I'm bored of not even knowing if the girl I'm talking to is real or just a catfish and sending anyway, of carrying conversations, of having to change doms every 3 weeks because they just stopped putting in any effort, but this is the only way to feed my kink.
I guess I'm saying I wish I could find something real, not just texts on a screen, someone that's not afraid to build a solid friendship using our real information, not afraid to have a phone call, someone who is actually in this for the kink, for the friendship. Thanks for reading!