Its been months after namin mag hiwalay. Medyo magulo break up namin at nag stick parin sa pagiging toxic yung hiwalayan namen. Right now shes with someone new and pparty na ren for distraction habang ako nahihirapan padin lumunok ng pagkain. I really was lost talaga after ng break up, minsan naaiisp ko kung 'do i really matter sa relationship namen? like she's there with someone and having fun like nothing happened'.
masakit oo, pero triny ko bumangon and make everything right kahit nasasaktan. I surrender everything kay lord for the first time in life (hindi ako naniniwala dati sa mga ganun) and there are some time na i felt calm every time i ask for his peace. its been 3 weeks na I've been praying and going to church almost everyday pag may mass schedule asking guidance sa kanya and it really felt good. kahit minsan i overthink a lot and dinadaan ko lng sa 'please grant me your peace'
kaya sa mga broken dito I'll Include you to my prayers, and also haha hindi pa huli ang lahat haha life dont stop where pain is present.