u/Butterfly_Effect11

Hi, i just wanted to come here as I have no one else to turn to about my current situation. I am 4 weeks pregnant and I am in a ldr with my partner. We both made it clear we didn't want children and he still adamant. I do have children from I m previous relationships and the don't live with me as I was in an abusive relationship 10 years ago now and I had a missed miscarriage before birthing my children. I always been against abortion but I feel so scared to bring a child into the world for them to be ripped from my arms and I seriously can't go through that again in life and I hate thar am not letting this one have a chance. I am extremely emotional about the situation I feel so scared, guilty and totally heartbroken