I tried ferris wheel eventhough i have fear of heights.
I realized that the climb and the journey to the top was the hardest...fear, doubts, and regrets. My eyes were closed. I felt like i couldn't do it. I felt like regretting trying and going out of my comfort zone. When i reached the top, i couldn't enjoy the view for i was clouded with fear. And all those things started to be my regrets when i was finally on my way down... If only i had the courage, i could've appreciated everything i've went through. If only i was brave enough...
I felt like i didn't deserve to celebrate after everything, it didn't feel like a victory.
Maybe next time, i'll have another chance to try it again, i guess history repeats because we didn't get to appreciate what we had and it is destiny giving us another chance.