u/Busy-Ad3794

Hi, i have a kinda hard time finishing during sex, even during oral or clit stimulation. But, i’ve found that butt plugs and vibrators help me a ton. My boyfriend and i have never done anything of the sort. We tried traditional anal once, but for me the difference between a plug and a penis is too much and i was not a fan. I haven’t mentioned my interest in plugs or vibrators to my boyfriend and i don’t know how. I have a weird sexual history and i’ve had 5 sex partners in the past but i haven’t been a serious relationship with any of them, and it’s mostly been hookups. So i’m new to the whole sex relationship talk. How do i bring this up without terribly embarrassing myself 🫰

Okay so to preface i don’t like actually play pretend in the same sense as kids but like genuinely i pretend im famous on the daily. I genuinely talk to myself as if im making a youtube video, and sometimes i talk to myself as if im being interviewed for like an album or movie. Even worse i’ll like take on the persona of an actual famous person, mostly music artists or youtubers. And i’ll like watch edits of them and pretend it’s of me, and like act it out 😭like i know people make jokes about this and stuff, but i genuinely do this on the regular. I have no idea why i do it, i just do it. And it’s like a urge, like if i get a idea i have to do it. Bro this as to be a sign of something, what does this mean 😭