Feeling lonely in general, Not very Brussels related
I'm 26M and I just moved to Brussels for an internship. I never felt this lonely in my life and trust me when I say I have been feeling lonely since as far as I remember. I grew up in a loving family to some extent. My parents love me and I love them. I love my brother and he loves me back. And we'd die for each other as a family. I have close friends but some issues happen and I'm still close to some. But I always felt lonely and since I'm here in Brussels, none of my parents and friends are here anymore to give me the sense of belonging. Even when I'm in my home country, I feel lonely and I've never been loved romantically or been in a relationship. I tried the meetup apps and whatsapp grps but I don't stand those social meetings, they don't feel real at all to me. For dating, none of the apps seem to work to get a match. There's also the other thing of me not being open to going to bars, nightlifes, etc... against my principles and relgion and I prefer to meet someone who don't frequent those things. In brussels, it's a big city and I'm always lonely and alone. I'm here for an internship and probably work, but the feeling is weighing on me. I'm just talking and I don't know what to feel. I also have this sensation of not fitting in the corportate life or aiming to climb the corporate ladder. I don't see myself living this life in a pursuit of money and working the whole week especially when I have no reason to work. I have no family to raise or anything and I don't need a lot of money for myself.
Idk, the mix between feeling lonely and never been loved or been in a reltionship has become too much for me