u/BusPsychological3040

Bitsat session 2 is after 25 days and here i am ..having nothing in my hands as a college. I am dropper as well lol so yes. I dont need ang validation..i study as well..fucked up mains and everything. I just feel i am not a person who can just stay silent for 24/7 or like lock in for straight 25 days type shit. I need someone to talk doesnt matter if they are my parents as well. But after my mains results even my parents.. dont talk as it is suppose to be..i slept at 4 am today woke up at around 9:30 my mother got angry..ofc it makes sesne for her pov as time is really important..etc etc.. basically i have a library timing for 8 am to 8 pm..bjt i go usually arounf 10 or 11 or 12 it makes jer angry lol

I dont know man..i dont even consider anybody as my friend as well. Everybody seems selfish to me hence i cut out..i dont know at this moment i just feel alone and idk

Last time it was during 12th where i had nothing in hands toom drop fixed many thjngs including my boards but yeah rn this phase idk man idk

Bitsat session 2 is after 25 days and here i am ..having nothing in my hands as a college. I am dropper as well lol so yes. I dont need any validation..i study as well..fucked up mains and everything. I just feel i am not a person who can just stay silent for 24/7 or like lock in for straight 25 days type shit. I need someone to talk doesnt matter if they are my parents as well. But after my mains results even my parents.. dont talk as it is suppose to be..i slept at 4 am today woke up at around 9:30 my mother got angry..ofc it makes sesne for her pov as time is really important..etc etc.. basically i have a library timing for 8 am to 8 pm..bjt i go usually around 10 or 11 or 12 it makes her angry lol

I dont know man..i dont even consider anybody as my friend as well. Everybody seems selfish to me hence i cut out..i dont know at this moment i just feel alone and idk

Last time it was during 12th where i had nothing in hands toom drop fixed many thjngs including my boards but yeah rn this phase idk man idk

Bitsat session 2 is after 25 days and here i am ..having nothing in my hands as a college. I am dropper as well lol so yes. I dont need any validation..i study as well..fucked up mains and everything. I just feel i am not a person who can just stay silent for 24/7 or like lock in for straight 25 days type shit. I need someone to talk doesnt matter if they are my parents as well. But after my mains results even my parents.. dont talk as it is suppose to be..i slept at 4 am today woke up at around 9:30 my mother got angry..ofc it makes sesne for her pov as time is really important..etc etc.. basically i have a library timing for 8 am to 8 pm..but i go usually around 10 or 11 or 12 it makes her angry lol

I dont know man..i dont even consider anybody as my friend as well. Everybody seems selfish to me hence i cut out..i dont know at this moment i just feel alone and idk

Last time it was during 12th where i had nothing in hands toom drop fixed many thjngs including my boards but yeah rn this phase idk man idk