u/BurntSpoonUser0

I think im havinnggg a panic attack but it feels like the veins in my neck are going to explode, its like im having a heart attack or something

I keep reliving a particularly awful situation where I had my head stomped in but I rethink it as me killing the people who hurt me. I feel like it's wrong to think that way but I can't relive it it in the way it actually happened so idk if im just angry or if im actually damaged, im so stressed and panicked all the time idk how to get away from it, I want to end it all to get away but I know I can't because so many people rely on me, how do I cope with it all?

My thyroid is inflamed, palpitations in the base of my neck, warm and kinda numb sensation along with high heart rate. I was wondering if taking celebrex (celecoxib 200mg) would help or not, I plan on going to an urgent care clinic tomorrow but I need something to relieve symptoms until then, it has me stressing really hard.