Hi my name is Saint I’ve been living out of my Subaru outback since last march, I live stream on TikTok @saintvlucifer. It gets super lonely and mental. I don’t even know what to think about my life anymore.
Hi my name is Saint I am 26 years old and I have been living out of my 2002 Subaru Outback in Grand Junction Colorado for the past month. The vehicle is mechanically struggling and I am currently just trying to get by day to day while I figure out what comes next.
Before this I have been moving around Colorado and the western United States for the last few months. I came into Colorado around February and before that I was traveling along the West Coast when my car was still in better condition.
I am originally from Alaska. That is my home and where I feel the strongest connection but I have been away for a few years now bouncing around the lower 48 trying to figure out life and find a place where I belong. I even spent time in Washington but never really found stability or community that felt right.
The truth is I left Alaska with unfinished legal issues that I would need to address if I went back. That has been something I have been carrying with me while I have been traveling.
Over time I have had a lot of difficult experiences trying to fit into different places. It has been isolating and at the same time it has forced me to learn a lot about myself, about survival, and about what I actually want in life.
Right now I am at a point where everything feels uncertain. I do not have much money, my vehicle could fail at any moment, and I am living day to day in a place that does not feel like home. I feel alone in a lot of ways and my connection to family has become distant and complicated.
If I am ever going to find love or build a real career I feel like I need to go back home to Alaska. That is where I feel I need to start over, face what I need to face, and try to rebuild my life from the ground up in a place that actually means something to me.
I do not have all the answers yet. I am just trying to figure out the next right step forward.
Hey, I’m a 26-year-old guy currently traveling through Colorado, living a pretty unconventional life and trying to build something meaningful out of it. I spend a lot of time exploring mountain towns, camping, prospecting for gold/crystals, driving backroads, and chasing places with good energy and real people. I’m big on spirituality, nature, deep conversations, music, freedom, and living outside the normal 9–5 system.
I’m looking for someone genuine — someone open-minded, adventurous, emotionally aware, and down to explore life instead of just scrolling through it. Whether that’s grabbing coffee, going on a drive into the mountains, watching sunsets, checking out cool towns, or just talking for hours about life.
I know my lifestyle isn’t “normal,” but I’d rather be honest than fake stability for appearances. Long term, I want community, connection, land, freedom, and a real relationship with someone who understands that life can be bigger than the standard path.
Physically I’m tall, athletic, and have kind of an outdoorsy/alternative vibe. Bonus points if you’re into road trips, spiritual stuff, nature, art, music, crystals, or alternative lifestyles.
Currently around Colorado. Feel free to message me and tell me your story too.