u/Burninghamz90

so I was molested as a child and has since then been a chronic masturbater . I hate that I have the urge to do it .it makes me squirm and just feel like crap . i converted to Catholicism but this is something I’m having a major problem with . is it a mortal sin ? I know it’s wrong and o know Im knowi doing it but I can’t stop thinking about it and it’s driving me crazy. I pray for strength to overcome it and stop being weak . But I don’t know how much longer o can go .