tried blood magic as a baby witch, will I be okay?
I 18F was with this girl, we talked for like two months then dated for like a week and then she dumped me out of nowhere claiming “ I’m not ready and I don’t like you anymore.” This obviously made me very upset because I do still really like her.
The day before she dumped me, I had tried a simple spell I saw online. I wrote my name 5 times then her name 7 times over top, without lifting the pencil wrote in a circle around our names what I wanted then folded it 3x towards me put the love symbol the sealed with pink wax, put in under my mattress.
Got dumped the next day.
Three or four days go by. I decided to try again, but now I’m on my period and feel very powerful on a Friday night.
It’s like 9:07 when I start
My room is pitch black, I have no curtains so it’s oddly dark. I light 6 white candles and set them up in a circle.
I sit in the middle of the circle.
I grab a big blank sheet of paper and I write a letter in red color pencil. But I write it as if she’s writing to me and we’re already back together. In the letter, I hint a two dates May 16th and June 1st. May 16 she’ll give me a sign by June 1. We should be back together.
Once I finished writing the letter, I signed it with her name as if she sent it to me. I read it out loud.
My room felt really really hot like really warm, but I was so calm and extremely confident.
I folded the letter three times towards me.
And using my blood I sealed the letter with the love symbol.
I took three rose petals and layered them on top of one another on top of the letter and put it under my mattress.
I chanted as I blew out the candles one by one. “ She loves me, She wants me, she needs me more than anything.”
Just until I got to the last candle, I stared at it intensely and felt power surging through me. I said her full name and said she’s already mine, then blew out the candle.
Suddenly all the backyard lights came on and put some faint light in my room.
After I put everything up and away, I layed in bed and I could feel these odd waves going through me, I could feel the souls of my feet, the palms of my hands and tips of my fingers tingling, and I felt very, very tired.
My mom had called my name, and I got yelled at and it was very irritated, but the second I stepped back into my room. I felt an extreme wave of calmness, and when I laid down, I immediately fell asleep.
So after hearing everything that I did, are these good or bad signs? Why didn’t the first spell I did work? Am I gonna be in trouble for this later?