u/BunnyAkins993

As embarrassing as it is to do this, I really have no other choice. I moved to San antonio a few years back cuz the guy I was with since HS, known him since childhood. Had a plan to do his college with job and i full work them we'd switch. 5 years obviously to waste as he got extremely abusive and got really lazy having to redo semesters and on suspension. He wasnt really working either so I ended up spending all of my income on rent and necessities and car maintenance on my own while basically taking care of him. I burned through all my savings for school, a place, emergency fund. Then I was involved in a really bad wreck that totalled my car. I have no family as they're all abusive deadbeat druggies and my friends kept getting irritated with my situation so I dont have those anymore either. Ive been with this new guy almost a year but recently he's been really big on "if you dont like it leave" pushing that to the extremes and getting mad telling me I need to start finding a place. I do have a job, I can uber and my co workers always offer a ride, I make enough to roommate just not enough to get an apartment on my own(needing 3x the rent to show) I dont understand where im going wrong. Everyone is always telling me how positive and sweet I am all the time especially despite everything and I take pride in that. But every corner I turn just leads to another taking advantage and leaving me worse off, I really cant catch a break.😅 Im not a difficult person, I love talking things out and im an open book so ask away, helping is my love language so if im able, I wont hesitate and ill always contribute. I really just want to pay rent and save for a car so I can get a second job without walking on eggshells every day around people who threaten to kick me out anytime they get irritated over things no one can even control😩 i can also provide how much i make and and anything else you'd like to know. I understand it's burdensome but I dont have anyone or anywhere else to go so otherwise, the easy way out is lookin pretty enticing😅 If anyone is willing to help, please dm me