u/Bunnxou

Just made the hard decision to not only leave the love of my life but put my bunny to sleep. My anxiety is at an all time high and so many other things. I feel ugly and insecure overall, and just need some encouragement/motivation.

First two (blue dress, green shirt) were taken when I was 15, several years ago. Last two, (dark blue shirt and brown sweater) were taken recently (last two weeks)

Have I actually glown up or am I just being dramatic? In my early teens I wore basically the same thing every day (jeans n a t-shirt)… same hairstyle and all. Ive learned makeup, workouts and have lost over 100lbs. Am i crazy or do i look totally different than a couple years ago?

With everything that happened between them (trying to avoid a real spoiler issue) I get the feeling she was using him to exploit herself or “be free” while still having the benifits of being with Mr. Peanutbutter. if you know what I mean. I am NOT ignoring or dismissing what Mr. Peanutbutter did, but does anyone else get this feeling that she wasn’t as sweet as she seemed? I love her to bits, I think she’s a wonderfully complex side character but I think there are some details that could be thought more into.

Edit: the reason why I’m asking is because I struggle to process key points and social cues and GENUINELY want to know different aspects of her and how yall think of her. I’m not

Victim blaming, accusing or attempting to start something. I’m asking genuinely, not accusingly. Please don’t mistake my purpose for this post.