I think I’m a lesbian and I don’t know how to come to terms with it
I (24 Non-binary Fem) have been struggling with my sexuality for years. I’ve known since the 7th grade that I was bisexual, but that doesn’t feel right anymore.
Right now I’m away from home trying to find myself while spending time with God and my close friend Bill Wilson (iykyk). While being away from home I’ve met a guy (38 Male), let’s call him Andy, and we’ve been dating for a month now, I enjoy our moments together and the gifts and love he has for me, but being in a relationship with him doesn’t feel right, maybe because I’ve been spending time with Bill for only 6 months and I’m getting back into the routine of spending time with God for the first time in almost 6 years (due to religious trama I left Christianity and decided to come back when I felt ready). I never intended to date while being away from home, it all just kinda happened, and Andy is a super sweet guy, but our values don’t align and I just don’t feel that spark with him the way he does with me.
I feel so confused, frustrated, and overwhelmed, I don’t know what to do and how to solve this, but I’m tired of denying how I feel and I’m tired of feeling like I can’t show who I really am and how I sparkle.
If anyone has any advice, I would appreciate your help more than anything. Thank you for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day