u/BubblyEmu1790

it’s been 183 days since i last posted on here. my mom was given 6-7 months to live, and it was extremely accurate. i’m so angry, she left too quickly. she had been admitted to the hospital due to being unable to feel her limbs (spread to the brain) and from there it went downhill within a span of two weeks. she was doing so good before that, dancing, eating, laughing through her pain… how does one cope with this huge hit, it feels unfathomable.

it’s been one week since my mom passed away from cancer. she deteriorated so fast, it feels incomprehensible. i’m only 23, and my graduation is next week. i have her friends and our family members tell me that she just kept praying that she’ll make it to my big day. it hurts so bad, i have no idea how to proceed. i’m trying to accept it, and be strong but i can’t seem to grasp that this is for forever.