u/Brukaliffoo

So recently I have this new compulsion where at midnight, so the start of a new day, I need to sit on a chair, bed or sofa.

Then, I need to get on my knees, cross my hands in prayer, say "I love you Jesus, with all my heart". Get up and sit again, and repeat this action 5 times.

Then, I stand on my knees and do the same, but instead of sitting back each time, I just lift my knees 5 times.

I'm not even religious, I'm an atheist. If I do this, then I can take it easy on some compulsions because I did the "protective ritual". But it's only for 24 hours. So If it's past midnight and I'm in public or in company, I cannot do it, and I suffer a lot.

I can't even do it in the bathroom because it feels wrong to say Jesus name in the bathroom, and once again, I'm atheist.

This is a rant, but if someone has advices on how they managed to keep down such a compulsion, please let me know

Danilo Restivo was born in Sicily in 1972 and moved to Potenza by the time he was 10. His father was considered a big influence there and one of the most powerful men. Keep this in mind because it will play a big role in the story.

Danilo was considered a loner and weird guy, and people in town were aware that he had the fetish of cutting girl's hair in public and keep the lock of hair in his room. In fact, he will always walk around with a pair of scissors, go on crowded buses and cut hair from girls, then before exiting the bus, he would stare and smile at them.

When he was still a kid, he lured a girl and her cousin (14 and 11 yo) into the woods, blindfolded and tied them to a chair. He then pointed a knife at the boy's throat, but his cousin reacted in time, knocking down Danilo and they managed to escape. The doctors said if the blade would have cut a few millimeters more, the boy could have died.

Danilo's father rushed to the victim's family and begged them to not press charges, and corrupted them with money (and his influence).

Fast forward a few years, comes Elisa Claps. She was 16. Danilo was obsessed with her and she knew it, and after asking her out multiple times, she agreed because she felt bad for him. They had to meet by the main church. Then, Elisa disappeared. Danilo was found by his sister, with a big cut in his hand and his clothes full of blood. He stated that he fell on the stairs and got hurt this way. Restivo told the police that he only had a short talk with Elisa by the church, then they both went their separate way.

Now, his father knew that his son was not a normal kid. In fact, after Claps's family insisted on talking with Danilo, he sent his son to Naples for a few days. The part where his father covered for him is too long to explain here, but he managed to get away every time using his influence.

The priest of the church also was suspected, because he never allowed anyone to enter the church for investigations, and he was a very powerful man too.

Then in 2002, Restivo moves to England to live with an Italian woman he had met online.

In front of his house lived Heather Barnett with her two kids. Restivo one day came into her house to ask if she could make some curtains for his house. Barnett agreed, but in an email to her sister she stated that he freaked her out, and that after his visit, her house's spare keys went missing.

Unfortunately, Barnett was found dead by her two kids in the bathroom. She had been hit in the head multiple times, her breasts had been cut off and placed above her head, and she had hair locks placed in her hands.

Back in Italy, Elisa Claps's body was finally found, 17 years after she went missing. And her body was found in the attic of the church, where the priest always refused to let detectives in. She was found in the attic. Someone also drilled holes in the roof to prevent the smell from spreading. Detectives concluded that Restivo could have not drilled those wholes since he was hurt, so someone did it for him.

Also, during those years, more than 20 people had been in that attic, and none of them reported the body..

Restivo's DNA was found on both the victims and he was sentenced to life in prison.

Also, he is suspected in the killing of 8 or 9 more girls, but never accused of it.

There is a video of English police secretly following him, as he is stalking a girl in a park, it's chilling: https://youtu.be/OmfKNENuDuI?is=CoLhGSkQ2AXlnUCv

I recently "developed" a new compulsion and it is exhausting, because I definitely cannot do it in public, and it's making me suffer

Danilo Restivo, the "hairdresser of Potenza"